I was driving down the 101 Freeway today thinking ... "I wonder what I will do when the kids get older and are no longer minors and I won't be able to collect the $___ I collect per child I get from disability per month."..... Then... It dawns on me!!!!! I might not be HERE... It is these types of diaglouges I have in my head that scare me and make me face my fears about mortality.
I would love to think that I will be around till all of my kids reach the age of eighteen but that might not be a reality. Sometimes my ignorance shocks even me... :) I see this as a good thing. I remain hopeful, full of life and with an outlook that I will continue to be around long into the future; although the reality of the situation nearly made me run my mini van off the freeway.
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"My life may be called to an end tomorrow.... However, today, I will continue to plant cherry trees."
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